The Un-seeable Duty

I just realized that I am so tired, tired of doing stuff for others, and tired others thinking that just because I am have done it before, I will always “volunteer” to do anything again. Like today, a tired day as usual of touring plus all the nagging and family “fun”, I had to return to the motel with more responsibilities waiting for me to take on and settle, responsibilities that are not my in the first place. I am just so so tired of never being appreciated for my efforts. Like I am anymore then a normal friend to someone, doesn’t mean I will do the job of a good friend or close friend that is willing to put up with all the crap that good or close friends does. I am that type that usually think of benefits first before anything else, but then really thinking about it, what is there to gain for all the work I have done?...Well bottom line and answer, NOTHING!!!

I am tired, I am pissed, I am just DAMN FRUSTRATED!!!