Marriage Ain't for me

Well its now like about a month from my sister's 'wedding' and so everything is getting hot, inpaitent and worst of all monetony expensive. With the involvement of my friends mostly, I feel its my wedding that I am preparing for. Why am I and my "world" so involved in this wedding which is no mine but a part of my family? Is this "mine" wedding of my life and thats all.

I have been having thoughts of marriage and kids lately, althought mostly are thoughts of good dreams. But it was nice.

But at the same time, I have dreams, dreams too many to fulfil or not realistically possible to fulfil.