Blog on the MOVE - 22 Oct 2005

In my youth group now, in the middle or towards the end of the worship session. Not sure why but just wanted to blog in word first then transfer later. But had a feeling of others and of me. The D & L couple, the B & J couple, L & A couple, L & C couple and more and more and so much more. I suddenly feel so lonely. Sessions like these don’t have much of an effect on me anymore. Is it my threshold is getting higher like when some one on medication of drugs, that higher and higher dosage is needed to create the same old feeling? But then if its G and J and HS then why need to ‘create’? Shouldn’t it be there always already. Even L’s can get into ‘troubles’ then what more lowly ones like me?