Monday.....feeling lost....

Its now almost 4 in the afternoon. Today has not been a productive day....feeling lost in everything I do, I am and I be....Don't know why just lost in this office, in the building, in this estate, in this country, this earth, this universe.....so lost...so tired....

Today I was lost to everyone around, lost to even persons who are in Cat 2....non-responsive, non-interesting, non-nothing.....I drift today....just drift....lost in a kind of space that I cannot comprehend or cannot grasp the vast-ness of it...like black empty space....I stand in the somewhere not knowing what's around, what's going to happen, and most of all what am I....