Memoirs of the Gym-sei

Well I was just in a discussion of my failure of gym progress, and a couple of people said that its possible to do it, its possible to presevere...normally I would already have given up actually but I already beeen persevering...6 weeks till date...and still I sit in the same place, same play ground....like an experiment hitting a brick wall or a new car without a petrol tank...its just getting alot harder. Gene said give it three more weeks...I feel I may not last three more weeks...what keeps me from giving up or spending tons of money at some slimming agency?...the FINE line I had created for myself over the past 20 years is finally catching up....catching up in my destiny of being this....in my 'mother of success'...