My idol is now a 23yro male who is a Trainee Teacher call Kenneth.....

Well just read an article in Men's Fitness Oct 2006 edition about this guy who was about the same as me now...as in situation but not age of course...probably he was about 20 when he decided to get fit...but he took 2 years to be what I dream of being...think I will take about 4 years at my age and also fitness level...but then I wil try...and keep trying cause I got nothing to lose....at this stage in life...there is nothing for me to lose anymore......except the weight that have trapped me all the time.....