Today is the day...

Today, this morning, well actually just moments ago..I saw the flash of light....the curtain calls....a song comes to mind.... Lord of the Rings, Into the West.....the songs rings in my head as the vision of the elves ship sails off into the realm of where there is no sorrow no pain, no trouble no gain. I a felt as thou I am on that ship...looking back.....to the shore, and suddenly realising that I am moving away from reality, into a world where life drifts away. At this point of my fittest, most healthy, at the brink of changing my life to the one I always wanted....I am sailing away....I am far gone that I cannot see the shore anymore.....

I wanna sleep...maybe sleeping will solve all the problems....all the hardship, all the pain...all the stress, all the troubles...I am ready to go....sail on this elve ship, where all troubles fade....

Into The West Lyrics » Annie Lennox

Lay down
Your sweet and weary head
Night is falling
You’ve come to journey's end
Sleep now
And dream of the ones who came before
They are calling
From across the distant shore

Why do you weep?
What are these tears upon your face?
Soon you will see
All of your fears will pass away
Safe in my arms
You're only sleeping

[Chorus]
What can you see
On the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?
Across the sea
A pale moon rises
The ships have come to carry you home

And all will turn
To silver glass
A light on the water
All souls pass

Hope fades
Into the world of night
Through shadows falling
Out of memory and time
Don't say: You've have come now to the end?
White shores are calling
You and I will meet again

And you'll be here in my arms
Just sleeping

[Chorus]

And all will turn
To silver glass
A light on the water
Grey ships pass
Into the West